Eugene's Day

Ode To Nice Guys...

2006-02-23T02:46:00.000+08:00

Ode To Nice Guys (back by popular demand)

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honour of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honour of the guys with open minds,with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honour of the guys who respect a girl's every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they're at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favour cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don't end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you. This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn't worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you'd ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn't have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing "serious" between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: "oh, but we're just friends!" And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warmbody for her ego, you went anyways. Because you're nice like that.The nice guys don't often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don't seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can't. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as "oh, he's too nice to date" or "he would be a good boyfriend but he's not for me" or "he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn't possibly ask him out!" or the most frustrating of all: "no, it would ruin our friendship." Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathise and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can't figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do(I'm going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn't last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realise they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys.You know who you are, and I know you're sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker fora pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.If you're a nice guy and endured all these, put it on your blog.

Comments? :p Now some people should see the light... ;)

Eugene Out! Nitez all...

Its been awhile...

2005-04-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

Wow... When was the last time I blogged... Eons ago perhaps? Hahaha... I know I've been neglecting the blog for awhile and all, simply because I've got a huge schedule now and I'm approaching the end of my semester... Three papers, two weeks and its all over... Hahaha... Lets see... 7th (which is tomorrow), 11th (monday) and 13th(wednesday) awww mannn... Can't wait for wednesday to come... And I'm going to miss Smallville this friday and maybe even next friday... Sighhh... But God comes first no matter what I do... :D

Summary of what went on through all these weeks... Lets see... Since the last time, I've been Baptised... It means I'm declaring to the whole world that I am a child of God and I will be obedient to Him forever and I will listen to Him with all my heart and serve Him with all I am... :D Love it soo much... God is good... I got baptised at the church retreat which is held at Austin Hills Golf Resort for three days and two nights, it is sooo cool... I learnt so much about God from there and He's been amazing to me all these while... ;) From all these weeks, it has been really fulfilling seriously... I know that God will make my journey in Him even more fruitful and more amazing than ever... Thanks God...

Well... Since I'm arriving at the end of the semester, I'll just have to say I managed to make it past my common tests and all... Material Science, PED (Project Engineering Drawing) and French Common Test was all kinda okay... as in over all... French is sooo much fun... :D Though I can't really say the same for the other two... ;) Today is Don's B'day... Called him and wished him happy birthday so i'll do it again...

Happy Birthday, Don!!!!!

Hmmm... Well... Thats what I can remember for now... And oh yea... My Lil bro's B'day just passed afew days ago... So yep2... This month, there are also afew other b'day from my friends... ;) Okay... Well i'll update it soon... Also, i have a kind of trip out to chill somewhere midweek... Before my last two papers, I hope you guys can pray for my paper and I'll work extremely hard for it... ;)

Happy Birthday, Wilson!!!!!

Okay... Time to sign off... Chaoooo...

Eugene Out!!!

True...

2005-02-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

True - Ryan Cabrera

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

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Lagu tu is like so very like my situation now... Sigh... I feel so insanely down... Why... Whats going on? The people who know, the moment they finish with the lyrics they will understand almost immediately... Oh well...

Things have been happening and it's causing me to think and rethink about things... Sigh...I don't wanna be down any more... I wanna be joyful, confident and all that... Sigh...

Eugene Out...

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2005-02-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hari ini... All I have to say is... I want, need and have to talk to someone about what I am feeling inside now or i'll burst!!!!!!!! Gitu yang benerrrrr bener bgt...

I'm so confused/lost/self-consious and i don't know... Everything feels, seems and is almost different... Aku bener2 ga bisa ngerti gitu dong... Pusing bgt... Pukat today... All the new faces and all, plus I kinda only know Pat and Michelle better among all... Ko tony isn't there, kodok isn't there... Mannnn... Who can I talk to? Pat? Nahz... She's too busy or seems to be... Plus I don't want her to think i'm some nut case or something... (I don't know why either but I guess i'm being alil overly sensitive... Oh well... Anyways... Lets hope it'll pass...

Eugene Out!!!

Just Songs...

2005-02-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Not in the mood to blog... I guess I'll just leave some lyrics here... These are songs that affect me recently... Pop really... Worship songs are there too but I can't find the lyrics...

Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney

[Chorus]I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soulYour beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You beautiful soul, yeah...

Heard of this song? Hahah...

Wehhhh Pehhhh... :p

2005-01-30T01:51:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... Today I attended my church's welcoming party... This year, it seemed quite alive already in January... It's the first time I've seen so many youths together since last december... Hmmmm... Boy do I miss those days... Then... Lets see... Today... I met two other Singaporeans at that church but they're like 21 and both gals so yea... Nothing much to say at least till I get to know them better (IF they come to church more... Hahaha...) And one of them actually understand Indo... Wooowww.... Hahaha... It's cool... Now that you have someone else who's like yourself in a way... ;) Hehe... Hmmzzz... Lets recap the day...

Woke up at around 11:30am or something like that... Wanted to swim but found the weather kinda bad so decided not to go... Awww... Mann... My tan's fading but hopefully not my stamina... Don't wanna rant more... And then went out with my mom to work... Travelled to Sim Lim Square and then to AMK Industrial park... Hmmm... The cab ride was kinda bad, it was kinda too long for comfort felt queasy after getting off... :( After all that, I actually chose to go home first then leave for church and ended getting there kinda at 5:50 or so which means everyone is already starting on the stuff... Was serving as Soundman and Usher... Hahaha... After I went up to the office and left my stuffs up there with Ci Jeanne, I went down to help out as much as I can... Mannn its really been awhile since I hang at church on both Sats and Suns... Actually around three weeks or so... Hmmm... I think I really should try to make it some kinda item on my agenda if I have the time to I will hang out over there with the youth... ;) Kath, Feli and some other gals came over and asked us if we wanted to order something to drink from McDs and I made an order for an Orange Juice with someone elses ordering Ice tea, Coke and something else... :s Boy do I have bad memory... Spilt my first cuppa because my butter fingers slipped and dropped the orange juice.. Grrr... But managed to get my second cup and enjoy nice and fresh OJs from McD... Hahaha... Went up and helped out with the sound for awhile till Ko Tony came and took over... Fooled around abit with the volume controls and was listening to them tuning the equipment... After that, the lenong was wonderful really funny... But the ending was kinda abrupt though I managed to get the meaning behind the show in a way, with my semi-understanding and help from Do2 and Doko.... :p Pat then sang a song followed by another one by Dimas, Ko Dav, Ko Benk and Angel.... Both were pretty nice... Pat's song is "Authorised" if I didn't remember it wrongly... (It was self written...) Dimas's song "Yang Terbaik" sounded really easy to remember... The tune was catchy... If only I could remember all the lyrics, I would paste them here... =x Oh2... Yea... I found one year 3 senior from NYP thats also Indo... Hahah... Hopefully she would join our church... ;)

After that, we heard from one of the kokos sharing about the Power to Choose... It's very true... But I'm too tired to summarize... Hahaha... Amen! :p Hmmm... Once again... Today... Did the same stupid thing... (Lihat previous entry gw) Smile... yea... Like that would ever work... Dumb x5... Anyways... I'll just... just... just... just yea... Just... After that, Congta and I took Ardiles's mobil ke MRT terus on the way, we shared quite abit 'bout God, His ways and cleared some of my questions... :D Puji Tuhan... Well... I guess I'll just leave it all to God and He will make a way... Quote from Cong "Sometimes, God will give us what we want but it might not be good for us... Our plan is good but His is the Best for us..." and "There can only be light or darkness... Like you can't find a room thats both dark and bright at once..." Amen? Hahaha...

There's more that we talked about but I shant write it all out... I mean if I do whats the point in having sharing... :p Hmmm... I think i'm just going to leave it all up to God now... Anyways, I've gotta go to bed or else I'll be late for tomorrow's service which I'll have to be serving in... ;) Hahaha... GBU and Nitez...

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Kat: Lihat dan comment dehhhhh... :p Hahaha... Loe ke mana just now? After everyone sortta left? Ga lihat loe di lantai enum ato sepuloh... :s

A test from my friend's blog... :p

2005-01-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

Big Five Word Test Results

Extroversion (81%) high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
Friendliness (63%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex).
Orderliness (54%) medium which suggests you are moderately organized, structured, and self controlled while still remaining flexible, varied, and fun.
Emotional Stability (57%) moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Openmindedness (48%) medium which suggests you are moderately intellectual, curious, and imaginative.

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Been missing awhile...

2005-01-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Guess when's the last time i updated this blog? :p Its been awhile a long while for that matter of fact... I'm busy, really busy for that matter of fact... Loads of stuffs for my CCA, getting so stressed out... And I've got two papers tmr to sit for... Gimana sehhh... :( Ah well... Started French classes like for three weeks or something? Hahaha... Got two Christophes... Christophe(French Lecturer)/ Christof(German PW teacher)... Lets see... Whatelse... What really shocked me was what happened yesterday... It was the first time i see such things happen... :( Sighhh... Damn corporate structure and all... Come on man... Whats with all these??? But I guess every organisation has to have it's rules and regulations... (For those who don't understand I think maybe I shan't elaborate it... It's late and also I don't think it's appropriate...)

Guys... (From Church) I think we shouldn't fall because of this but get even stronger... With every obstacle we'll grow stronger and we'll become even better and have more faith in God... Aku percaya that Tuhan ada plan buat begitu... He has something in store for us... So we should just keep believing in him... Don't give up because of this problem because no problem is too big for Him, Amen? :D

Was listening to this song just now... Hahaha... Enjoying it... Guess I should post it up... It's by BLUE... Hahaha...

[Best In Me] - Blue

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart

[Chorus:]'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

Every day that I'm here with you
I know that it feels right
And I've just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
And you know that we belong together, It just had to be you and me

Hahah... Best in me.... Who or what can bring out the best in us? It's a big question... For now, one answer is obvious God... But another lurks in the dark... Ga bisa type it out ya... Hahaha... ;) Tapi kwan2ku should know already... (K**) Hahahaha... Guess you're the only one here which actually knows more than other readers of this blog... :D

And today... I went to church late, like really late... Rushed down in a cab at like what... 12:00pm? And my church ends at 1... Somehow... I made it at like 12:40 plus... Hahaha... I thought something was going to happen or what but(5) nope... Guess God has His way to deal with stuff... Well... Lets see after church we went out and had lunch, saw Teguh(sp?) and his girlfriend... Hahaha... His face turned redder than a tomato when he saw us standing outside KFC looking at him... Hahaha... Well, we're meannn... :D We actually wanted to have lunch at Yoshinoya but... We all decided to go down to FoodCourt to makan at the last minute... :p Haha... Most of the people are not affected by the incident, or rather on the surface... Hmmm...
Ngeliat dia. spt biasa, dia cuman senyum. Kata2 yg kita ngmgin cuman apa dia mao minum ajar... :( (payah bgt sih gw) blagak ga notice dia tapi.. oh well.. Ga tahu kenapa gw everytime ga bisa speak properly ya... :( Sighh... Kemaren, sama2 juga sigh... Di dalam mobile Ci Ling2, dia just duduk di hadapan... Steven just sat beside me and I was like lost my way home, ga bisa focus on the way... sighhh... Gila... I'm like a fool... Mukin it's been too long since i last took a cab by that way or something... The map's before me and I can't find the CTE... -_-" Goshhh... Embarassing bgt...

Okay... Forgedding... Ga mau type lagi... Kat's being very irritating... :p *throws kat off the msn...* Aduhhh... Hampir jam dua belas... Ahhhh... Harus tidurannnn... Nitezzz...

Eugene Out...

6 Days To School... My reflection...

2004-12-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... 6 days... Thats like 6 X 24 hours... 60 X 24 X 6 minutes... Hahah... (Its just that I'm lazy to count it all...) Its been like 2 weeks or maybe more since I last posted here... Been doing stuff... Stuff doesn't quite elaborate it... In the last three weeks loads of stuff happened...

Not in any order but in memory position... I went to a camp, I got a new comp, Got back to church after a week, a training camp, went out, got mad at my aunt, worked, felt that church is more silent now... I don't even know if i've listed them all out... Man... Its been a long long period of three weeks... Complicated yet simple, fun yet filled with silence and boredom now and then but I kinda just went through each day... (For certain days, I've just gotta thank God for giving me strength...) Lets see... I'm going to sortta recall each activity one at a time...

Camp... I went to a total of two camps this holiday... I'm going to start with Joanna's church camp, on the first day I went with my lil bro to the place... The people there welcomed us and were nice, but i guess i was being alil chatty or something on the first night... Cell groups or pukats in my church is alot more talk and all then just silence and discussion, but I've learnt to hold back and not speak too much as sometimes we might just go off track which isn't constructive at all... Met some really amazing people... I'd really have to thank Joanna's church peeps, the people of Timothy fellowship who's been really nice and the few dao shi(s) which took care of my bro and all... Thank you so much... Through the three or four days there, I've learnt alot about other religions like Muslims, Buddists... But alil sad that i was missing the traditional Chinese believes part, I know about them more or less but I still want to know how they fair agianst the Word of God... Oh well... I mean I have a training camp the next day, so yea... Kinda missed out on stuff and all but still, I can find out from Jo or the others... But yea, through this camp, I've learnt more about God and also about Timothy fellowship which has been really nice and all... Hahaha... Gained quite abit on this camp, mentioned or not... Heheh... :p

The other camp that I've been to is the Taekwondo camp organised by NYP TKD... It was like totally refreshing and the training was great, much like ordinary training days but it is made to compose of two to three training sessions of sorts in a day so it's uber tiring... Hahaha... But it did push my endurance to the max also i've picked up quite a few new techniques on Self Defence, Breaking, Sparring and physical conditioning... Through this camp, I've used quite afew of NYP's facilities which I usually would never use like the pool showering room, the indoor stadium and others... Hmmm... Got to know the rest of the guys there better... Hahha... Even managed to chat with the seniors making my stay there like even more fruitful... But I almost risked pulling a muscle on the second day of the camp and had to cut my trip short, going home on the seond evening... That was crap, I mean I totally missed the Friendly sparring thing... :( But oh well... Even if I was there, given my condition, I would not have gone too far... Besides I would get the chance to do that again... On the second afternoon, I was given the chance to break some tiles but its been sometime and the coach has something about not letting the lower belt levels break more than two tiles and for the year ones only one tile was allowed... It was unfairrrrr... I can do more than that! Grrr... :@ Haha... Anyways, self defence was fun falling, getting thrown, tripped, did those to others as well... But yea... It was all really cool... =D But when I got home, washed up I felt soooo tired... Hehe... That evening I think I slept at around 1030pm or something then woke up late afternoon the next day... (Am going to hide the time for my own benefit... :p) It was soo tiring...

After my first camp at Aloha Loyang, I came back and went straight to my aunts hoping to get a new comp... Because she had promised me so, my previous comp was so broken it blew up in my face while I tried to fix it plus it kinda just died so yea... (I dont know how many times I've said this but yea... It blew up...) Got really mad at my aunt because I was tired, had to prepare for another camp and it was 930pm and after she made me wait for like more than half an hour, she told me that I can't expect anything from her as she didn't promise nothing to me... Now that was crap, I just ended the convo quickly, I was about to like scream and curse and do all that to her... She's just like breaking a promise with all those craps.... But yea... My temper did not just go, adding to the fact that I was kinda angry that I couldn't get to complete my camp and all due to timings plus my aunt made me wait like five hours in camp for her to get back... Luckily the five hours did not pass by with nothing or i'd have been bored to tears... Oh well... Then when I got home and complained and all that... The next day, my mom bought me and new comp with complaining and naggings of course but what can you expect... Guo Hua was really nice though, walked with me for like three hours or more and didn't complain when he had to help me bring the PC back home... Thanks dude... I owe you one... :D Hahaha...

After missing church for one weekend due to training camp, I was soooo uber glad to be back... First thing in the morning I missed PA setup dutyyyy... But Ko kiki didn't kill me but just pretended to be alil mad but laughed after... Hahha... Chatted with Kath and Bill, waited for church to began... Man, I've got to say this... The worship leader was like soooo powerful, her voice is strong and all... And when she lead, I've got nothing to say man... It was like some uber pro singer on stage, she totally brought everyone to the spirit of worship... :D It was way cool... After church and all that packing, it began to slow down... Mann... It was kinda silent, 8 people for lunch? Can you believe it? It is the IFGF youth you're talking about!!! But yea... Its true... Kath, Bill, Diles, Indra, Putri, Fenny and two others which I can't remember their names went for lunch together... (Sorry bgt... Really can't remember at the moment...) Yea... But I believe that the youth will be revived and more youths will join in and it'll be more crowded than ever... :D Though it was kinda strange for me, I mean even if I usually keep quiet they wouldn't fall silent or something because it is a large group... But now, if noone starts then it'll almost be silent through lunch... Man... IFGF youths all over the world: Where are you guys??? Are you all having the same probs??? Don't forget, no matter what He is with us... And He will make it all come back okay? :) After saying that, I think i'd better end this paragraph...

On that very same day, Sunday... On Sunday, unless you're unusually irritating nothing would spoil my mood... But my aunt kinda like accused me of acting as if I'm very rich and demanding a computer and all... She started to nag and I kinda blew up for a few minutes or so... I mean, if I ask you for something, you break your word and then come and scold me for trying to borrow money from my own mom to get a comp and that I'd work to pay it all back? What allows you to do so? Grrr... But yea... Never been angry or stayed angry for long on Sundays, haha... Its just kinda a peaceful and nice day to chill despite monday being the day for school and all...

Speaking of which, it is 6 days from the end of the hols... It's neither here nor there... Guessed that I'm too used the secondary school system... Like January = School starts, June = Hols, Nov = School ends... Hahaha... But oh well I'm in a tertiary education place now... Gotta live with it now... Hahah... Tomorrow I'm going to get books and all for next term, got into French classes and I'm just hoping that the next terms going to go well... New term, new subjects, new challenges, same classmates, same kinda standards around... Ah well... I just pray that God will make a way for me and that I can take all in my way as I live my life to the fullest for Him and myself... :D Alrighty then... Time to sign off...

"Memories... What are they? They make us who we are, our personalities, our lives... But if you were given money to erase a year or two, would you?"

Well... Thats my food for thought for today... Well... Leaving now... Tuhan Berkati...

Eugene Out...

Day Of Harvest... =p

2004-11-26T01:23:00.000+08:00

Lets see... Gotten my results for today, 3.5 point average... Its kinda okay... Really wanted higher... But oh well... One song refuses to get out of my head today... Haha...

Angels By Robbie Williams

I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old'cos I have been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel the love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead
When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead...

Its really cool eh? :p Haha... Eugene out...

Getting kinda put off by people who's got nothing better to do than to come and flood my blog with lame stuffs... This blog is for my friends only, and I am sure I don't have such a friend who would do such lame stuff as you can see on my blog chatbox... Ah well...

First Official PA man duty...

2004-11-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

Lets see... Today, was like one day of working with PA after sooo long... Arrived at church around 7:45am, went to set up the "anaconda" and also some other wirings plugging everything and working out the dials... Encountered feedback and all those stuff like buzzing sounds and all that, fixed it with adjusting the "trim" button to reduce all those stuff... Hahaha... Was running around and all, trying to fix up stuff and getting wires to help make sure the mike's work... Was like listening and tuning up Ko Daniel, Ko Kelvin, Ci Floren and Ci Jeanne's mike... Luckily I had Ko Kiki's help or else i'm like sooo in trouble, people get rusty after awhile... Hahaha... Had soo much fun...

Today's topic for sermon is "To defeat the Giants in our lives and achieve victory..." Okay... Sounds so fairytale like right? haha... Nahz... The giants mean obstacles like lack of confidence, stuff like that... It's like... David himself isn't a perfect man, nor was he the wisest of the Kings(It's Solomon)... But his name was mentioned around 1200 times in the bible and he was one of the most favored Kings by God... He was a shepherd but God used him to lead armies into battle... Which is like asking a road sweeper to do a Chemist's job... But the point is, no matter what you are, who you are or how your situation is... If you allow God into your life, He will use you mightily to accomplish a purpose... Amen? Hahah... Okay... Thats about it... Don't wanna blog a huge entry... Not really in the mood anyways... Haha... Ciao...

Eugene Out...

Saturday...

2004-11-14T01:40:00.000+08:00

Hari ini, gw ke greja gitu and attended the prayer meeting... Despite the small turnout, it was quite okay... Rather it was fruitful when Ko Kiki shared about some stuff... (Can't remember... Turning old...) Hahah... But one line which he quoted from John F. Kennedy "All my fellow Americans... Think NOT! What your country can do for you, BUT what you can do for your country..." This like is soo powerful ya... To me it sounded like this or rather I have a wierd train of thought... "All my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ, Think not, what your God can do for you but what you can do for your God..." Hahah... Gitu ya bener2 bgt deh... Hahaa.. That line is in my heart since like when I was primary 6 when I heard that line on the Encyclopedia, imagine the impact on me since then... It had always been affecting my thoughts every now and then, hearing it again it really like hit me about what it should be in my mind... =p

Quoting from another leader of the United States whos name I can't remember at the moment... He's the first black president of the US i think... =$ haha... Malu bgt... Tetapi gw degerin gitu deh, affected gw bgt ya... He said "I have a dream... That one day, men and women, black and white all will stand together and work together living in harmony... I have a dream..." Though it may not be the exact lines but it does inspire me alot... To dream, it is a big word though simple but it does give us a goal in life... It helps us to stay focused and work out till the end... It gives us a purpose in life to those who doesn't even know God, despite that fact having a dream would make things successful... Dreams are like stepping stones like leaverages which help us balance things out, doing the impossible can be done with a dream a goal and also help from Him... I have a dream that I really wish come true, despite me having quite afew for that matter of fact some private but others not so I feel that I should just type this out... I have a dream, that one day, the whole world... People of different races, men and women alike would stand and worship God most high... Singing praises to Him, calling him the King of Kings and God of Gods... Though it may seem so grand but this is possible, just read from the book of Revelation... I remember something like everyone will worship the Lord and all... But this is God's word and thats His promise... =D I have a dream and with God's help, this dream will come true and aku percaya di dalam Tuhan because He's good Amen?

Hahah... After all that dry stuff, perhaps anyone would be thinking whats happening here... But I don't understand either, but I am inspired to write this... By God, by myself... I don't know... But I choose to believe that it is by Him for I know it's not possible without Him ya... =p Went to a movie earlier, Taxi... It's really funny ya, some really hot scenes but really funny through out... One important lesson behind the movie that I caught, Do your best in whatever you're doing but DON'T overdo it... Everything is good in moderation but NOT too much, it'd have reverse effects... Hahhaa... Just think about it and how true it is ya... =p Hahaha... One thing that you can have alot of is God's grace, mercy, love and presence for it is never too much... =D Alright after all this doddling, I ought to shower and head to bed now... Nitez all...

Eugene Out... Blessed...

Hey2...

2004-11-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Been awhile again since I last posted... Mann... I'm getting lazy to blog... Afew days back, I spoke with Nani and found some stuff out and it was kinda disturbing... I can sortta understand how she feels ya, tetapi jagan sedih yea deh... Remain happy k? At least thats the opinion I get of you though we didn't talk much during the two years in the same class... Hahaha... Almost happy always but sometimes can get really fierce... =p Hahaha...

Today... I went out in the morning to see my auntie who's in the hospital and recovering from her neck op, watching her eating with her neck in a cast wasn't a nice sight but yea... She's okay... After that i went and had a rather heavy lunch, then went on home after that went to play LAN for the first time in like 4 months or something... After that bought some food home and ate a rather heavy dinner... Wooaahh... Now I feel sooo full... Tsk... Should be working out more... Don't understand why I ate so much today... =S Hehehe... Sometimes I guess I'm alil insane when it comes to food but I'll have to work it all off later... Looking for a training partner but Ben is like soo busy and when he's got time the weather doesn't allow us to train... Awwww... But through this, I was made to just work out on the gym machine and all, it kinda made me want to work harder but I've been slacking alil too much these two days and all... Hahaha... Okay... Pointless chatter... Oh well... Just another blog entry... So time to sign off... Cyaz next time...

Eugene Out...

What makes me? =p

2004-11-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

How to make a Eugene

Ingredients:
1 part mercy
3 parts silliness
3 parts empathy

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of wisdom and enjoy!

Sunday...

2004-11-08T01:20:00.000+08:00

Wow... Yet another day... Lets see... Woke up and went to service after such a late night last night... Yesterday I went to a play of sorts "Iron Man" is the title of the play, it was about how God saved this pastor who is a very noctorious gang leader in the 60s... Well it's about God's grace and mercy on us no matter who we are or what we are because we're all his creations... =D Learnt alot and it moved me quite abit, especially the Psalms verse... Hahaha... Just read Psalms 23 and its really enlightening... One verse is like really affected me because of my personal experiences, God touched me with this verse... "Even when I walk through the valley of death, I will not be afraid, for You are close to me. Your Rod and Staff protect and comfort me." Tuhan bercatacan gitu beneran bgt... Seriously... I mean, I might have said this like sooo many times but yea... He'll make you wait, but He'll never desert you ya? Amen? Hahaha... Okay... Now for today...

Went to church this morning... Was like soooo shocked to see only afew youths there, mannn theres only one service now that more people are going back to Indo... It was till later that I managed to find the youths and join in with them... I was practically alone through worship but He was there for me, despite being alone I enjoyed that Praise and Worship session totally... I was surrounded by strangers but I felt not alone... Because in His presence, I'll dance and sing for Him... Haha... He really helped me, I mean this person who actually just know me for afew mins or less wanted to translate for me though it did feel alil wierd... Its kinda cool though... Puji Tuhan, Dia yang baik... Sat with the youths later and like soo enjoyed myself as I went through the really funny sermon with a serious message by Pastor Samuel Dody, he's really a good speaker ya... And he made the topic about "Husbands and Wifes, Parents and Childrens..." seem soo funny and interesting... Ephesians 5, go read it... =p After that, went to Yoshinoya... Hahaha... Lunch was good... Walked around and chatted as well...

Ooh... Before I forget, one thing I really wanna share for today... God showed His mighty ways again to me... I was like leaving at 10 plus and I was like soo gonna be late, and I didn't know if I should take a cab which would set me back like around $10 or $20... So I was like praying that I won't be late and I'll just take a bus... God is really good, He kinda made everything soo smooth for me that I arrived just on the dot... To which i was like "woooowwww... how did i not be late?" hahaha... Tapi, gw tahu gitu ga luck or anything but Tuhanku at work lagi... So yea... One story, never lose faith, for with God anything is possible... Amen? =D Keep praying guys... God Bless Ya'll!!!

Eugene Out...

Hmm...

2004-11-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

Lets see... Yesterday was okay i guess... Was suppose to study for Chemical Engineering Principles or CEP for short, but guess what? I ended up playing instead, was sooo stressed out because of my loss of some marks and therefore losing my A* from my favourite subject Organic Chemistry... Sighhh... Ah well... Its all for Him and no matter what results i get it'd be for Him and to glorify Him... =p Hahaha... Lesson learnt, always double check, triple check and quadraple check before handing up the paper... Food for thought eh? Hehe...

Didn't do much today, woke up and did my stuff practically slacked the whole morning away i guess... (around 11.30 till 1 or so...) Waited for Ben to come and study together for CEP, did some pracs and just because of one number our answers varied soooo much... Man... It was insane... Did the rest with an effort that shocked myself only had problems with some of them not all, it was like ... but ooh well it proved to be good... Thing is, i just seem to have lost skill in finding the tables which contain those info... But hopefully it'd be fixed soon, Hehe... With lots of practice, it would probably fix itself... Hmmm... Hopefully I can ace this one, its like sooo hard for me and I want to do well so I can reassure myself and also I can use it to glorify Him furthur... =) God probably just wants me to work harder and leave the rest to Him... Haha... Been a lazy boy today, didn't really do much other than study CEP and I forgot my morning prayers... =( Sorry Lord... Forgive me okay? I'll rememeber it but somehow I forgot about it today... Or did I pray but I forgot I did? But most prolly I didn't pray in the morning... Mann... I feel bad... For now I'm just going to blog then head to bed really soon, maybe do some light reading and then bible then zZzZzZz... Hahaha... Okay... Thats all for today...

Eugene Out!

Farewell '04

2004-10-31T21:56:00.000+08:00

Man... Yesterday was like one of the saddest days of my life... Somehow, it was sad yet happy... First in the morning, we had Amazing race by IFGF singapore... Ran for the first few pitstops but later on, we slacked and just ate and walked around enjoying life... We went around walking and then rushed to take a bus to the next pitstop... It was such a long ride from East Coast Park to Esplanade around an hour or so... Then arrived and was so shocked to find out that there was actually a group that's actually behind us... Later on, we rushed to the second last check point but on our way there... We got a call that told us to go to the final checkpoint (Club Stevens!!!) as we're the last team... Despite not winning the race, it was worth while i mean how often do you get to run around Singapore like that and with friends to add? Doko and Jeannie was making the trip kinda funny especially doko... Hahah... Arrived at Club Stevens and ate some dessert there before going home... On my way home, it began to rain and I was like "What??? Raining now?? Aww man... Luckily, it didn't rain during the race or it would have been worse..."

Arrived home, washed up and contacted Maw for the punk stuff confirmed that it was all ready... Showered and then rushed out, got alil wet on my way home and felt kinda ill... Was already freezing on the train on my way, getting out of the interchange at Toa Payoh didn't help at all... It was still as bad... Told myself that I had to go as it was important to me and the youth as well... Rushed down and changed only to find the bermudas being too big for me and me not having a belt... Then went to look for the bracelet and it seemed to be missing as well... Mann... It was like major wardrobe malfunction going on... Just forget about it, walked up and entered into the Auditorium to get ready... By now it was insanely freezing for me, sat there hugging my bag and hoping that it'd get warmer somehow... I was praying like crazy that I would be able to last the night through... Jessiska noticed me and asked me whats going on, she then went and got me some panadol... (Thank you bungat Jess... It was really nice of you...) Felt slightly teeny weeny bit better and managed to get back inside.... They started praise and worship already and I just tried my best to sing... And as praise and worship went on, I felt better and could focus on the worshipping and Thank God that He helped me to feel slightly better so I won't just black out on the spot or freeze there... Was feeling so cold then, no jacket but somehow as the night went I felt better and managed to hang until around 1 or 2am... It was until farewell finished that it all came back... But no matter, I still want to thank Him for making me better just for the farewell... Now I just hope He'll give me his healing hand and let me recover before tmr...

Farewell was like so uber i don't know... I mean, two phrases extremely happy and extremely sad would not even cover the emotions there... Everyone was like either crying as the lenong happened or emotionless... The drama by the leaving youths and the songs by them was like sooo touching somehow... Then everyone was crying... I mean, somehow I felt so close to them despite the time spent with them which is around half a year or so... The dude from St Loco(an indo band) was sooo funny... Hahha... And his sharing proved to be valuable... And the preaching from the pastor from Aussie was soo cool... "Thy seed will be great..." and "Within each person is a nation, within each seed there is a forest, within each fish there is a school of fishes..." It was sooo uber inspirational... And he was a really good presenter, i mean after so many communication skills lessons I saw all the points of a wonderful presentation within him... Praise God that He has such a wonderful servant to spread the gospel...

After his preaching, I guess everyone learnt at least alil from it... Pastor Joseph has wisdom with his age and I think God was trying to spread the message through him that we'll be great if we walk with God daily... =D Walking with God easy as it sounds is rather profound and I'm still exploring and trying my best to walk with Him on a daily basis... Walking with God means obeying His Commandments... Hahah... I hope that He'll teach me more and more as the days pass... Hmm... As the night went on as I heard the youths who're leaving give their speech, it was so moving and wonderful... All I can say for all of them is to bring their passion for God with them wherever they'll be going and spread the fire... =D Hmm... I've got so much to say to all of them... But for now I'll just type out whats in my mind for those who're leaving even those who aren't... But first of all I have to thank God for making the event soooo successful, without Him, none not even one of this would be possible... Generally, I would want to say... Terima kasih banget for tahan gw lagi bad indo and my incessant questions on "What does this mean or what does that mean?" Gw tahu mukin gw become irritating at times but thanks for tolerating with me thank you so much... I really want to tell you guys how much I learnt from all of you and how you guys accepted me into the family of the Youth without hesitating much despite me being different from you guys at first... Buset man, gw bisa ngomong bgt man... Tapi gw harus stop lagi... Lag bgt... Hehehe... So if you really wanna know more, just ask... And below is who I remember at the moment while my brain is still functioning... (Sorry bgt guys... Kalo list gitu missing nama loe jadi ask ya... Blame it on the med, but I'll hopefully be fine soon...*explanations later)

Cong: Thank you banget man for your "Five Words A Day" idea... Its wonderful, it helped me alot and with God's wisdom and grace I learnt Indo... So thanks for your teaching man...

Kodok: =p Hey Bro... Learnt from you about us being precious to God and we're special in his eyes... You really are alot wiser than me despite your age, God is using you man... Keep asking Him to and He definatly will k?

Jo2: Thanks Jo2 for the guitar lessons k? I will keep practicing till I can do much better than now... So don't worry ya? Hahaha... Keep playing the guitar for Him, you really have the talent to do it... Bener2an banget... Hahaa... Okay... I'll keep this short...

Mawww: Thanks for the clothings ya... Even if it was kind of a wardrobe breakdown but the effort is what matters k dong? =p Like I said, keep your gilaness man and spread it to the people whom you're going to meet... Your passion for God despite your gilaness shines through alot bro...

Mia: Thanks for all those delicious indo food which you made @ club stevens... You're a really good cook do you know that? =p Loved the cheesecake and the bread... =D Another thing, your voice is really good use it to glorify Him always k? Hahah..

Jessisca: Thanks for the panadol and the drink... =p Hahah... Nahzz not only that... Your HIs and all those greeting with that smile make me feel welcomed ya... Believe in yourself and that He will help you express your feelings... Leave things to His hands and do it for Him and He'll help you out okay? Don't worry... Your speech went well...

-------------------------------- OK!!!! I'll stop... ----------------------------------------------

I'm stopping not because I have nothing more to say but i have too much... I think I'll just tell them personally... Hahaha... Plus its not like I'm leaving anytime soon... =p Huehuehue... Its all a summary of what I really wanna say but oh well...

Well... Today... Feel so ill man, so sick... My head's spinning, flu, sore throat, tired, ear aching away... Its kinda bad... But when I am about to give up and just sleep and not study for today or just feel sad and disappointed about the people leaving(Especially this afternoon when I was trying to relax while waiting for my friend to come and study with me), I saw the ring and it reminded me about being a History Maker... I told myself that I would be strong and not down despite me not feeling very well... It really means alot to me... Thanks guys for giving that to us... It really serves as a reminder to me...

Really wanted to go to church today, but my mom is right... I have to rest or else I won't be able to perform for my paper tmr... Ooh well... I know that He knows whats happening and will forgive me for not going to church... And another thing is that to help me out and give me healing so I'd feel better and can do better to glorify His mighty name... Alright... I think I'm going to stop... Tired... Okay... Gotta go ya'll!! Nitez all!!

Eugene Out! GBUA!

Mommy!! Its Overrr... Not... =p

2004-10-28T20:35:00.000+08:00

Hehehe... As you guys would have guessed it, the math paper which is one of the most dreaded ones are finally OVERRRR!!! Muahahaha... Cool eh? Was freezing in the exam hall like around 12 hours ago, doing the math paper early in the morning... Calculating away and made one mistake about giving up on the first question, managed to do the rest of it... Hehe... Hopefully I can do well for it... Have to thank a list of people for their help in the exam...

God: thanks for being with me through out the paper, you removed the stress and made me feel joy while doing math for the first time...
Ko tony, Terima Kasih Bunget!!! For the remedial of sorts and helping me out with the tough questions, also one of the questions we went through came out...
GL and gang: Thanks for the answers and helping me out with all those questions even though you guys are already sooo busy... =p

Hahaha... Ok2 before i make this into a grand thank you speech.. For now, i'm trying to destress and tomorrow, its back to studying for Organic Chem and later on Chemical Engineering Principals... Hols are coming and its a great motivation for me... Spent the afternoon training and walking around.. =) Didn't do much... Hehehe... Never felt so relaxed since the last 2 weeks... One paper down and two more to go before freedom! Muahahaha...

Okay... I think i'll just chill and watch my shows and type less here... Heheh...

Eugene Out...

Math...

2004-10-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh!!! Mathhh... Its something thats giving me probs, but I think I will be able to counter it with alot of practice... =p Because I believe that we can do anything as long as God is with us... As long as He's with me, NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE... And thats really true... I believe it... =D

Did math in the afternoon, spent my afternoon at the library studying away, mannn... Its really boring but I know I have to do it despite it not being my best subjects... But I feel that if I give my best and put the rest all to God, He will give me what I deserve... (Amen?) Hahaha... Hmm... Surfing around for now, not doing anything much really... I'm trying to destress after almost a full day of books and more books... Besok, gw mau ke greja belajar w ko ton... He is helping me with math... =D Hahaha... (Terimah Kasih Bgt Koko... Before hand...) Hmmm... I think i'm going to play some games or something before going to sleep haha... :D Ooh well... I think i'll go off for now... God Bless You All!!!

P/S: Got in contact with Andry yesterday, he's in Aussie now and he tells me that its really cold there... Haha...

Eugene Out..

BBQ ^.^

2004-10-23T01:08:00.000+08:00

Got up at around 9.30 am today... Called Lester to confirm training session at WDL... Went out and meet him for training after I washed up and packed... Walked to the stadium and trained there... Wow... Feels good man, and the fact that I didn't lose touch or weaken too much without training for 2 weeks is rather encouraging... :D Spent an hour or so training, talked some crap and experimented with some tactics in combat... Improvements!!! Puji Tuhan man... I've gotta praise Him for everything that he's given me, helped me with and walked with me... ^.^

Afternoon, went out with Ben and caught Sky Captain and The World Of Tomorrow... Its sooo Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within like... But I shan't break the story for those peeps who haven't watched it yet... :p And before that, I bought a shirt from U2 *cha-ching!* there goes 40 bucks... But I think it's kinda worth it, cream coloured, it'll fit my t-shirts well... :D Hehehe... Went directly after the movie to Achorage... Was the first there, all alone and stood there waiting for the rest to come... Helped them set up the stuff and rain came, then it halted, then it came again later in the night when we're packing up... God really made the way for us man, He made it stop so we can enjoy and after that when we're going to leave then the rain came... Praise Him... Had soo much food during the BBQ lets see I ate: Bread, Squid, Prawn, Chicken, Beef, Pork satay... Mann... Its really alot... (Thanks bungat Ardilles...) Then went to take the train to head home but then Cong wanted to meet Dil so we got off at Novena and met them... And they sent me home! Saved me quite abit of cashhh... :p hahaha... Life's good... One word of advice peeps: God will make a way... Even if it seems to be a dead end, He will make a way for He's the King of Kings and God of Gods... Amen? :p

Well... Its getting really late now... Time to head to bed... Nitez ya'll!!!

Eugene Happy... Out!

WoooHooo!

2004-10-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

Guess what ya'll!! I'm done with all my projects~~! Finally mannn... All those nerve recking presentations are sooo over... Miss Chung(my comskills teacher) even said I was confident and did very well but I seemed to be holding back something... I told her i'm rushing due to lack of time so thats why the personal touch to how I usually present is missing... But she said it's something more... I guess its the way I speak... Miss Chung likes natural and proper pronounciation, and I guess its the thing I'm holding back... Reason? My class thinks that my way of reading and speaking is like being 'angmo'... But ahh well... Did well... Did much better in the demonstration of the kicks than I expected... Hehehe... Yep2... Praise God... During PD, managed to do the presentation and all... Life's going fine for me... Took so many photos today... Hahaha... Had quite abit of fun... Wore formal to school, first time so far from when school started that I wore that to school ever... And guess what? I did demonstration for TKD in my full formal suit, muahahah... Its sooo funn... But the restrictions are still there, didn't want to tear my pants... :X

Hmm... Now I just feel like rushing against a whole row of sandbags and just kick and punch them till i am so tired i'd pass out... I am sooo... Gawd... I can't find that word... :'( Cewe, Skola, Stress, Lost, Sick, Confused... Gitu yang mixture gitu ya? Sooooo AHHH!!! Gw ga tahu boleh apain... :@ I need to head out somewhere and just chill out... Seriously chill out... Just tmr or maybe friday... I don't know... For now... I can only pray... God, please have mercy on me... Help me out of this trap okay? Please God... Don't let me stay in this mood for long... Please... Liberate me for where you are, there is freedom!

::Lyrics::

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see
I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Half time goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye 67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you’re on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live....

Eugene Out...

Tensed...

2004-10-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

Whats up ya'll!! Been missing a couple of days... Had been sooo busy... And can't post here online... Lets see... Nothing much happened the last few days... Just normal everyday school stuff and standard issues... Hmm... Spent last night doing up my Personal Development Report worked till 11.30pm from around 7... Was watching Pearl Habour... It's a great show really so I recommend it to those who didn't catch it in the movies or on TV... Hahaha... Didn't really finish the report did it till around half way and had to get to bed... =X

Today... Woke up at around 730am and rushed down to school in a cab... Was quite late I guess, went into class with Ken and listened to Organic Chem... Stereochemistry, amines, bezenes, carboxylic acids... Mann... Sounds kinda profound but I get it... Feeling dead beat through the class and was fighting so that I won't fall asleep... Managed to stay awake all the way, felt so tired till Engineering Math Tutorial... Managed to wake up... Listened through and survived it all... Felt soooo hungry... Didn't eat, didn't listen to discman... Hmmm... I lived though!! Muahhaa... Then came 4pm and I went for my lunch cum dinner with Ben... Hehehe... (Ben: Don't learn from LH and become soooo lame ok?)

IFGF Peeps: If you guys are reading this... Pray for Congta's Cousin who's in hospital, Erica's Dad who's also in hospital ok? I know this means alot to Cong and Erica... So pray for them k? :)

Hmmm... Keep praying and thanking him guys, for all you do and his works... God will not let us down... Remember His promise to us:

"And so I tell you, keep on asking, and you will be given what you ask for. Keep on looking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and doors will be opened. For everyone who asks, receives. Everyone who seeks, finds. And the door is opened to everyone who knocks." - Luke 11 : 9 - 10

::Dreams::

Tuhan, terima kasih buat semua nya... TK buat bungat berkat dan bimbingan gitu Tuhan... Tolong Tuhan, keep showing your mercy on your children.. Please God... Please... Help those who're down and weak Lord, show your mercy and aid them... Let your will be done... In Jesus's mighty name, Amen!

Eugene Out...

Days...

2004-10-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Today... Woke up late as usual and felt so good... Never got the chance to sleep in on weekdays... And now it's 12am and I HAVE TO GET TO BED!!! Or else i'm going to get out of bed early and feel so tired tmr... Went to youth service... I think theres around 8 or 10 people in the audience with around 8 performers as well... (Hope i didn't get the numbers wrong...) Worshiped and had fun... It was embarassing when i kinda caused the chair to slide back but luckily it didn't hit anyone... After service went down and chilled out... Was playing with the Ardiles, Indra, Doko and afew other peeps there with the new game... Had fun and laughed alot... Went for Activist Meeting later and then for "POP" classes (No... not pop music... just classes on baptism and christian life) talked about God's definition of Prosperity... Learnt quite abit... After that... Sat around and walked about... Thought about yesterday nights final pukat and what happened... Deddy asked me to start prayer but my mind was a blank and I heard start song or something like that... Then I sang out loud... Mann... :S But i stopped after one line... Then Doko managed to start the prayer and I continued it...

Hari ini... Gw lagi sedih... Bunyak probs gitu yang... Ga bisa explain gitu... Tuhan... Gw percaya loe bisa tolong gw! Tolong Tuhan, tolong gw luar situasi ini... (Sorry for broken indo once again...) Lihat dia, gw ga bisa help it gitu... Ga tahu deh... Forgeddit... I'm going off now... Nitez All... GBU!

::Dreams::

God... Please... Take all these irritations and problems from me... Please... I just want peace and my problems to be solved... I'm so confused about things happening and all... :'( Please God... Deliver me from my problems God... Make things right again... I want to serve you with all my heart... Not half of it troubled by all these crap stuff... :'(

Eugene Sad... Out...

Semestral Project

2004-10-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hey ya'll! Sorry peeps... Haven't been posting at my blog, few reasons, A) My Comp was down... B) Was being alil lazy and didn't fix the Sasser worm on the comp... C) Didn't have the time to come online to blog... Alternate hours of the day driving me nuts man... Barely got enough sleep this three days... Bener2an lagi capeh man... Gila, tiga hari ga ada tidur hari ini ke skola dan harus do presentation for Semestral Project... (Oops... Shouldn't have said that... :p But it's like what I am thinking... So... Yea... :p )

Lets see... The presentation went quite well though i was nervous for the first time about this... As Kev and I only had around one session of practice... (The other session was held over the phone with him reading the slides and me estimating the time done up... It was like what??? Hahaha.. But we had to do this...) Lesson learnt: Don't leave your rehersals till the last minute... By the grace of God that I managed to get my point across... Hahah... And my lecturer said that my team was very confident and interactive with our presentation... (Shocking eh?) Hahaha... Praise God for that... He really does things His way... Wished that I could have taken a few photos and placed them up here but noone brought the digicam today... Maybe next time I guess... Hehe... And for now I'm done with Semestral Project, and am left with Personal Development report and it's presentation and Com Skills presentation which will conclude all my projects... Way cool eh? Well... Its still alot of work to be done I guess... Esp for PD and Com skills as I didn't really do my proj at all... :$ (Hehe... Laziness got to me...) But i'll be bucking up to catch up... :D Well for now I'm going off to catch The OC and head to bed later... Gotta get ready for a new day of CEP... :D

Quote of the Day: Commit your work to the Lord, and then your plans will succeed. - Proverbs 16:3

Okay.... Guess it's time to run!

Eugene Out!

Food For Thought...

2004-10-10T20:15:00.000+08:00

Hey ya'll! My comp's still down... Am now rocking at Club Stevens and having some fun man! Lets see what happened today...

Today I went to church at around 1030am and rushed down in a cab... Was kinda late but didn't miss the worship session, then later i rushed off for my Taekwondo grading... Hoping for a double promotion man! Hahaha... Well... I can only hope as I'll know the results in 2 weeks... Who can blame them, they;ve got like almost a thousand students going for the centralised grading today... Mannn...

Came back from TKD grading and looked for Riso and gang... Was told they're at Ceni and rushed down there but didn't find them, had lunch there anyways... Rushed down to Wisma and didn't find them there, they moved on to the MRT station... Ran and caught a lift down to B1 and finally met them at the MRT station... Chatted abit and then headed to Club stevens... Mann... Its kinda like... Mannn what a day... Had so much fun... Even played monopoly there... :p Have to keep this short... Don't wanna keep using the comp... Kinda rude i guess... :S

Read Don's entry... An Ode For Nice Guys or something like that... Man... It kinda makes sense i guess... Sometimes it just kinda shocks me when i read it and i can see so many cases happening before my eyes... I mean i can see my friends having this problems... Goshh... Its shocking man... But ah well... What can we do? I don't know...

Gw juga da exp itu so gw tahu... Tetapi kita mstn't just say forget it and throw in the towel man... I don't know... Sometimes its so complicating eh? Life... Mannn... Confused...

Thought of the day: Refer to Don's Entry...

Eugene out... Confused...

Comp's Down...

2004-10-09T17:05:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Lets see... My comp broke down last night at around say 10:30pm or something... Mann... And all my projects can't be done now... :( But oh well... Now i'm going to go home to try something and see if it works or not... Hehehe.... (Thanks megatons Bill!!) Sekrng gw di greja... Ga ada bunyak org di sini... Mukin exams round the corner lagi... Dunno... Chelle, Gus dan ga tahu siapa pulang... Now i'm just typing away on this blog... hoping that i can do up the powerpoint and all... I think i'll just wait for Ko Tony to come down and see how i can transfer the file into the cd? Hehehe... Ga tahuuuuuuuu!!

Lets see... This weekend has been alil hmm... busy and slack for me? Hehehe.. Most of you must be confused by what i'm saying... Busy because Kev is down with fever or something and i'm all alone doing the project which is somewhat due on monday... And I haven't gotten any clothes for my presentation yet... And Com Skills!!! Nooo... I'm not done with that yet... :( And slack because of me chilling out with my pukat's combine outing with FIC and now i'm chillin at church... Just no mood to do up my project... =S I don't get it either... Was doing it okay yesterday... And tmr I have grading for TKD! So stressed!! Ga bisa fail lagi... Not only that... Gw harus double promo... I have to do it! God... Please... Help me... Like make things in order please... Pleaseeeeee... I'm begging you God... :'( And I hope i'd be able to head out tmr for awhile to chill out...

Song Of The Day: Rain Down - Planet Shakers... (Sorry... Can't get the lyrics! =$ )

Okay... I'm out guys... Cheers!

Eugene out!

Finals for Computer Skills

2004-10-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

Woot! Final paper for computer skills over... This would mean no more boring sleepy lectures listening to technoloshi... Yea... Whatever that is... :p Mannn... This is wayy cool... Had com(communcation) skills in the morning at 9 and tmr... Yet another lecture at 9... Semestral project... Yeppp... I know... My own project isn't done yet... Maybe next week i'd be presenting or something... Hahaha... I'll be missing Pukat this Friday... :( But a promise is a promise plus i have grading this sunday... So you guys at PitStop keep rocking ok? Keep me updated on whats happening... Hahaha... I'm hoping that He'd help me out at the grading this sunday morning... Hahah... I want a double promotion!!! Muahahaha... :p Oh well...

So much going through my mind now I guess... Just finished up my standard streching exercises and some pushups + situps... :D Grading... Hopefully it'd all turn out to be good! :D Muahahaha... Whatelse... Hmmm... Loads...

Today I went to lessons and arrived at 9 sharp... Listened to meeting skills and practically wasn't really into the class... Not much focus... Then spent the afternoon studying for computer and IT paper which is my final one for this semester... :D Dozed off like 3 times or so during the studying... :$ hehe... Well... Did the paper... Turns out I forgot the definition of DNS or Digital Naming System... It's something like username@domain name(No it isn't a real link... Just an example...) or something like that... But I totally forgot about that... But oh well... I'm hoping i'd be able to pass... :D Gw ga mau belajar sub itu lo... ;) Ahhh... Spoke to Steph and Jane then found out that Jane had some probs doing it as well... Went home after that with GL and gang... Pretty simple day I guess... Night comes, watched tv and surfed the net... Preparing for tomorrow to come... Thanks for all your blessings today God... No matter how simple it is...

Leaving with a quote of my own: "If we believe in The Lord, miracles will happen..."
Its really true you know... Sometimes, miracles do happen by the grace of God... :D

::Lyrics of The Day::

I am a simple man
Take pride in what I am
Got passion(passion)
For life(for life)
Don't think I'm like the rest
With my heart up on my chest
I try to...
Be kind
She's standing tall
She's got it all yeah...
She's everything
I'm looking for
Ooh Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
She's standing tall
She's got it all(got it all)
She's everything that I'm looking for
Yeah

- When Summer's Gone... (Blue)

Down...

2004-10-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Well I'm down for the day, fell ill and had a bad case of cold and slight headache... Mann... Managed to read up and brush up on my math and CEP, thank God that I can still read without feeling dizzy... :D Read for around 2 hours or so then went back to bed, can't take it... Really need to get some rest... Woke up around 12.30 and sent the powerpoint to Kev... Didn't do much, exercised abit(light gym station stuff) watched the tv and kinda chilled for an hour or so... Today was pretty slow for me... Did some light revision again at around 5 or 6 plus... And yep... That was about it till now, having rested for awhile I'm feeling better...

I guess thats all I have to say... Will be going to school tomorrow... Sometimes I really want to take private one on one tuition for all the subjects to confirm my doubts to help me do better but where can I find such a tutor? Mannn... Tapi gw percaya Tuhan ku bisa tolong gw di hw tu dan social situation gitu... Hmmm... Thats life...

::Lyrics That Inspired Me Today::

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you...

-Hoobastank (The Reason...)

And my quote for the day...
" Don't turn your back on wisdom, for she will protect you. Love her, and she will guard you. Getting wisdom is the most important thing you can do! And whatever else you do, get good judgement." Proverbs 4 : 6-7

Entry for 3/10/04

2004-10-04T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... Hey all... Most of you must be wondering why I haven't posted for so long... Those of you who are closer to me might know... Those who know me well enough don't even need me to tell them, just refer to the chatbox and they'll know almost instantly...

Sometimes I wonder why... Kenapa orang gila2 dateng di saya blg... ga tahu... Gw ga mau dia dateng... It just makes me feel apa nama ya? Angry and irritated... Gw blg for kwn gw ga for orng gila2... :( I don't know... Tpi gw tking measures gitu lo... Gw percaya Bill bisa tolong gw dan bulid smth... Gw mau clean blg lagi... Cuman temen yang boleh lihat... ga mau orang luar lihat lihat... Tis is the place for my story... Tahu ga? :'(

Sorry for not writing in English.. But my close friends should know why... As for others who are closer to me and don't understand... Feel free to ask me about it...

Late Night

2004-09-30T01:20:00.000+08:00

Well... Today... Lets see... Nothing much, went to school for Com skills and was kinda tired due to the time i slept... Guess I haven't been sleeping well this few nights or late nights... The exams are coming in like 4 weeks or less... And we have project presentation(the final one), Personal Development report presentation, Com skills presentation, exams and all those heading up... And grading is in like 2 weeks or so... Man... Stress bungat sihhh... :( But I think i'll be able to cope and all... Lets see... Saw Jane, Steph and Epo after Com skills class while I was hanging out with my class peeps in front of the lecture theatres, was sitting there and chatting... Ben was making us laugh by his actions, somehow it did seem alil wierd... (Come on Ben... Slow down on that...) Hon Khee as usual with his ultimate lame comments but sarcastic and funny as ever... Yes its lame but it's funny as well... Haha... Was laughing quite hard... Managed to get Jane not to call me by that name... For awhile... At the end of PD, she was back again... Mannn... Heheh... (Its okay Jane... But don't lemme find a nick to call ya... Or else hehehehe... :p) Class peeps were like not wanting to go to PD or Thinking skills but had to go anyway... Went into the class for around 20mins or so then it ended... That was like the shortest ever... Went down and was about to meet Ben to head to Causeway Point when I saw KaiLing, Yong Xiang and gang from NYP - TKD, they were about to head to catch a show but have to make a detour to the poly clinic... Decided to go with them...

Over there, chatted with KL and the others and then we decided to go and have a game of pool instead of just sitting there and chatting... Went with Yong Xiang and the guys to play pool... Leon and I beat them 3 games to 2... It was close but we all had fun... Hahaha... Man... Managed to do some really cool trickshots but missed like 6 of 10 trickshot tries... So you can imagine how off I am... Heheh... Ah well... Then KL and that senior came and met us to head to Causeway Point to watch the movie... Wanted to catch "Dodgeball" but ended up watching some horror show... Complicated but basically, it was a communication breakdown... It was alil lame though... hahaa... Laughed so hard when KL and Madelene(sp?) was like watching the chair instead of the show... Hahha... Sir Chris was freezing when we came out from the theatre but he had so much fun poking fun at them through the show...

Went home after the show to have dinner... Need to start saving cash... hahaa... Nothing much happened, watched tv and just chilled till around 10++ when Kev called and told me that his comp broke... Had to get out of my room and do the project... But with God's grace, I managed to finish it in a short while... For now... I'm just hoping that i'll be able to present it clearly and well tomorrow... :D Time to head to bed... Feeling alil sleepy... Ending with another quote...

"Anger is cruel, and Wrath is like a flood, but who can survive the destructiveness of Jealousy?"
Proverbs 27 : 4

Eugene Out... Good Night All... JLUA!

Tiring...

2004-09-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

Yawn... Today's been tiring... All morning I've been like really really tired... Managed to hang through Engineering Maths without falling asleep... Yep yep... Constant sms... I knew that if i had smsed somemore, the teacher would have came forward and drowned my phone... :S (Yes I am serious... Thats my math teacher, she drowns phones...) Hehehe... So managed to get away with smsing and listening to lectures... Kinda get whats going on... :D Then came the break... Spent it outside the hall talking to Guan Ling and gang... "Gai Bang" :p Muahaha... Had fun... Wanted to catch a movie but dropped the idea later because not everyone wants to go... Epo came up and chatted with me abit before walkin off with Jane and Steph... Jane just won't stop calling me namesss!! *Grrrrr..* Hahaha... Just kidding... Thats how she is I guess... :D

The soon came Chem Engineering which is like soooooo boring... For some reason I managed to keep myself awake for the first half of the lesson... Until later when I just can't take it and closed my eyes and rest... No matter how hard I try to focus and listen while I rest, I just can't seem to understand the lecture... Ahhh... Hehe... Oh well... Woke up during break for the lesson and kept awake through the rest of the lesson... Got dismissed from class and headed out for a short walk... Noted that the usual people doing the usual things... *Refer to other entry don't wanna say it* Ignored it more or less and headed to lunch with Kenny, Ben and afew others... Had an average lunch and dragged myself to do projects... Went over and still didn't do any project, Kev ended up chatting with Jeremy and I was surfing the net... Wasted around 2 hours there... I can't take it any more... I can practically feel the fainting effect... Like dizzness and all... I told myself I had to stay focused and head home... Told Kevin I had to go and then left the area... Used the controlled breathing technique and washed my face alil... Managed to recover alil... On the train I kinda dozed off... I was like only partially awake... My basic senses functioning alil bit off I guess...

Arrived home and felt so tired... Heard that Wil's email got hacked and then decided to try and help... Didn't do much and my poor bro had to make a new email account... Man, why would anyone want to hack his email? I don't get it... *Sigh* For some reason I felt like going for a swim so i just went and washed up and planned to go to the pool with my bro... But in the end thanks to the shop not being open, my bro had to go home... Swam alone but I was worried about my bag so i didn't really concentrate till a really kind guy decided to help me look after my bag while I swam... Did like ten laps and felt so tired... It's been too long since i last swam but i am glad as I didn't just give up... Headed home by bus and then arrived at around 7pm... Watched TV and just chilled...

I am like sooo glad that I have done my lab report... So i can just chill the night away... I think i'll be heading to bed soon... I'm just praying that He will help my bro and make his day better... God has always been with me today at least thats what I feel... I think he kept me concious so I won't just fall on the street... But no matter... I'll keep praising him... And I'll end with a quote...

"Always be joyful. Keep on praying. No matter what happens, always be thankful, for this is God's will for you who belong to Christ Jesus." 1 Thessalonians 5 : 16-18

Keep thinking about JC and His works in your life,,, :D And keep praising Him!!

Eugene Out... GBUA...

Sunday...

2004-09-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

Today... A reflection would prove it to be a rather chilled day... Hahaha... Meaning both ways... Cold and relaxing... Really... For that matter of fact it was raining all afternoon... Hahaha... Well... Headed to church in the morning wasn't late... Hahah... Or rather just slightly late, say around 15 mins or so... Hahah... I sooo got the knack for guessing and planning time... :D Maybe that applies when i'm running late and estimating for time... Muahahhaa... Lets see... Had so much fun praising Him and you can feel the joy in His Prescence... "Rain down on me... Rain down on me... Here in your prescence I am free... Pour down like rain... Come on me again... Here in your presence I will sing..." ( I'm not too sure if i got the words right but yep... thats what I remembered at 11pm at night... :$ )

Headed out for lunch at Ko Henry's bakmie store... Haha... It was great chatted with everyone... Had quite abit of fun... :D Weeeee... Hehe... Time passes so quickly when you're having fun and then I just headed out with them to buy prezzie for mystery peeps... Muahahaha... (I'm making it too obvious...) Hahaha... Right... Then it got alil late in the afternoon and since they didn't really have a destination, I left with Billy and then we went back home...

Arrived home at around 5pm or something... Unusually early for me especially on sundays... Wahahhaa.... Decided to go watch Dodgeball but canceled the idea later due to price... Mann... Its ex to watch movies on weekends... Saved the cash and just chilled out at home surfing the net and watching tv... Just done watching The Bachelorette... And decided to blog as I haven't done so yesterday... It was rather late I guess... Hehe... Its getting late now... Gotta head to bed soon if i wanna wake up on time... :D Alrighty... Having so much fun... Sometimes I just wish that it's always the weekends... Hahaha.. Wooow... Now thats a bad thought... Being lazy is bad... :p Hahah... But sometimes we might just wanna slack alil... :D

Going off now... GBUA

Eugene Out...

Heyyy

2004-09-25T19:55:00.000+08:00

Whats up all? Hahah... Feeling better today... Its always a joy to go over to church... Hahaha... Though i might not be able to understand everything but i just enjoy it.. :p For some reason... Well today's youth service went quite well... Hahaha... Mia, Renita and Erica danced with the tambourine today... Despite the turnout of the day which is quite small, I feel that it is rather enjoyable... The energy and the fire of the youth is still there... Hahaha... We'll keep burning for Jesus ya'll!! Hahaha... Way cool...

Hmmm.... Whatelse? I'm not too sure either... Didn't see people around on msn... But still I'm feeling much better than going to school... :p At least i don't have to deal with unpleasant glares and all... Hahaha... I think i'll just sign off for now... Keep rocking for JC guys... Hahaha..

Eugene Cheerful.... Out... :p

Computer Problems...

2004-09-24T13:16:00.000+08:00

Yep... The title is kinda self explanatory... Yesterday night this happened... Something up with firewall connection or something... I have absolutely no idea whats going on... Now surfing away in school... (Muahahaha... CMD rocks man... :p) This is great... Surfing the net and enjoying stuff... Dude... How often do you get that... Ah well... I really feel kinda sick i guess... Class stuff... Some people... Still not really friendly... But I'll keep my faith and keep praising God for he has put us in each and every situation to test us... And I will keep praising you for noone else deserve the praises more than you... Praise God...

Well... I'm still in school and it's still early before the end of the day... Around say... 12 hours or so... Its going to be lunch soon.. Then I'll be having Computer Skills lessons which is like still "What is the Internet?" (DOOOHHH... As if i don't know...) Mannn... But its all for the so called currculum... Hahaha... Shan't be complaining... Just looking around and listening to the music of the class... (Endless chatter if you must...) Ah well... Its another day...

Later this evening I might be having another sparing match again... Hon Khee still isn't going to taekwondo... I'm just hoping that he'll go soon...

Andry: So whats up dude? Which part of indo are you in right now? Somehow your net isn't up yet? :p Hahhaa.. Mr Techie... Set it up man... and rock on...

Kat: Keep believing in Him gal... He'll make use of you and bless you abundantly... :)

Ko Tony: Thanks Koko... I'll keep reading the Proverbs... For now my mind rests on Proverbs 18:24 which is like the main problem in my life i guess...

Nia: :) Hey! God bless you nia... Thanks for the advices I'm carrying them out as much as possible and it's making me feel less miserable... :) I'll see you on sunday k? :)
P/S Keep working on the blog nia... :p

Hmmm...

2004-09-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

For the day... Well woke up at around 12pm and slacked for abit i guess... Had my so called breakfast and went online... Chatted with Congta and Ko Tony about my problems recently... Their words encouraged me to keep fighting... Thanks guys... I'll keep it in mind... So don't worry... Steely looks and somewhat of an unwelcoming atmosphere seemed to greet me as I entered the class room at around 3:15pm today... Cold looks from some people are really driving me nuts... At that moment I would have grabbed them by the collar and shake the heck of a sense out of them and get some answers... I really want to know what exactly is wrong... But i calmed down and saw the warm smile from the last row... Those guys are still nice people... At least someone is willing to be nice... I dont get it... Why do people judge and push people away because of how they speak or what? Aren't we suppose to pronounce words as phoentically correctly as possible? Why can't they accept that? And why must they push me to use broken english like they are? Presentations are for the grade and you give your best for the grade... Which part of that sounds like showing off? I hate this fact... Why are they so narrowminded and not thinking furthur out? WhY???? It's something i really don't get... Did I choose the wrong course? Am I in the wrong place? :'( Sigghhh... Sometimes I just wonder if i should have chosen this place at all... I might have done better elsewhere... But then what good is wondering... It's all been planned in a way... I guess... But for now I'll leave it all up to Him to straighten it out as I am weak compared to the situation... Anger and losing faith will not help anything but trust in the Lord is the best thing I can do I guess... :)

Sometimes I just wonder why... Like why am I placed here and going through these difficulties... But I tell myself that its all God's will... And he's just testing me... I know it... But I just hope that he'll make it easier for me... Then again, the choice is not mine... Please God... Help me... Show your mercy upon me God... Please...

Eugene Out...

P/S: I guess i'm confused... My class... My problems... Its all stacking up... :( I don't know... But I think i'll be fine...

Short Entry...

2004-09-22T13:48:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... I'm sorry for the short entry but I just didn't really feel like typing out... I feel dry... But I know JC will never leave me... Even in the shadows of the valleys of death... Jesus! Please... Help me fix my problems... You're more than able God... Please... I am weak against the circumstances and I need your help...

I am having some trouble with my classmates recently... Not all but afew... Sighh... I wonder why... They didn't say anything but I am suspecting that it has something to do with somebody... I hate this... If it's true then it'll be that person... Sometimes i wonder if i have to get out of SG to just dump all this behind... Its so sickening... Some people won't know when to stop... :( I don't know... Sigh... I'm just hoping that it'll resolve soon...

I'll be praying hard and holding onto faith with Him... I just hope that everything will be fine again... Please Tuhan... If you can hear me... Stay with me and give me strength to go through this... Tuhan... I'm handing it all to you... Please....

Eugene Sad... Out...

Today...

2004-09-20T20:33:00.000+08:00

Man... Today was kinda bad I guess... Woke up at 630 or so... My head is killing me and I feel so tired... Went back to bed and slept till around 1130 or 12... Woke up and after a light breakfast, I rushed to finish up my lab report... Completed at around 1pm... Then my bro came home... Saved my report and sent it to Audrey by email for her to print... Went off to wash up and relaxed abit... Then went off to do crunches... Watched tv and chatted on the phone for abit... Been a pretty boring day I guess... Rested in bed for awhile and woke up again and here I am typing away at the blog...

Its been a day since Andry left and I guess i'm still ok... Tired but okay... Spent the last 45 mins or so typing up the previous entry was thinking quite abit... Thinking about what happened yesterday and why I did or not do whatever... I'm thinking about it... Reflecting... I'm still affected by all that happened... Sighhhh... I'm sorry... And I don't know what to do... I'm at a loss... I need help... :'( I shan't give up and I won't... God will make a way for me... Well i'm closing my entry now... An early good night to you all...

Eugene out...

Yesterday...

2004-09-20T19:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was one heck of a day... Went to church and enjoyed myself praising Him and headed out to lunch... Had lunch at Esteller 77 at Far East and Andry treated us all to an enjoyable meal... Hahaha... Was on our way off when some of us decided to head to a movie "The Terminal" instead so our group split into three. One going home for studies, one to the movies and the last being me and Andry heading back to his place to pack up... As for the rest I'm not too sure but Andry and I took a cab back to AMK central to get some groceries done... After that went back to his place and packed up, saw Kurnia painting the place, she seemed to be at it for hours... Helped her move afew things then packed up some stuff like TV and all that... Played the guitar and chatted abit... Time really passed so quickly man... After awhile our time was almost up and we had to head down to the airport... Took the cab because we had alot to carry...

Arrived at the airport at around 3 something - 4... Had some food at the cafe... I got a croissant and a cup of vanilla coffee frappe, Kurnia got a tuna & cheese melt and a cup of chocolate coffe frappe and Andry got a blueberry cheese cake and the same drink as mine... Chatted abit and listened to worship songs from Andry's laptop, discussed quite abit on Christianity and I learnt as well... :) (Thanks alot...) Saw some of Andry's older photos... Hahaha... Chatted abit more then Andry went to check in and soon time passed on so quickly, and Ko Devin, Ardiles, Mia and quite afew other people arrived... Looked at photos of IFGF activities and some more other stuff then it was time for Andry to head inside... Man... It was hard... I had to lead prayer for him and I was like prepared... But as I began, I was just at a lost for what to say... Sighhh... Andry was a friend I've known for four years plus almost five years now... In this time, he taught me alot... It is so much to thank him for that I can't even list it all out...

But I'll try... Andry's the one who brought me to church and taught me about christianity... Without him, I don't even think i'll know about such a church at all... He taught me IT stuff even though when it all began, I was the one who was teaching him computer functions and MS-DOS but soon he learnt so quickly that he advanced... One of the most memorable were the stays at his place... We used to chat about lots of stuff and play games... He taught me various methods of painting and I learnt from him... In secondary school my math was one of the weakest and he was one of them who didn't just say Forgeddit then let me rot away... He was one of my friends who helped me with my weak base of maths... I almost gave up doing my art paper for my prelims and midyear but he talked me into doing it... He gave me ideas and inspirations to help me along... Even though he'd like to talk craps and act like nothing's the matter at times... He's not selfish, he's willing to help if you ask... He spent hours talking to me about art when I wanted to give it up... I told him that I wanted to flunk the paper but he didn't let me... He didn't just sit by and watch me just drop it all... He told me off but he spent time sharing with me that even he, at times had his own share of problems with art... To me, that was like a shock, that guy who have been scoring for art has problems doing it? (It may sound stupid but I really wasn't thinking straight at that moment...) From then when he shared, I told myself that I won't give up on art and I will try my best... But at times I may even fail myself but when I called him and asked... He'd tell me to try and think and take a break and continue and all that... Most importantly, he never gave up... Be it being 1am in the morning and we'll be having a paper the next day or just afew weeks before the paper... He didn't tell me to just forget about it... Thats really something about him that stirrs me... And recently... Just a few months ago, he taught me one very important lesson just recently which I threw out of my life as a part of change... We should learn to put people's feelings and ideas and prioritize it before our own needs... We should learn to be selfless... (Thank you soo much man... For all you've taught me... Be it lessons in life or just a silent prayer for me...) I gave that up because when I kept it in me in secondary school... People take advantage of that and step left right and all over me... So i didn't want that to happen... But that day... I realised how selfish I've become that I asked for my stuff from him without asking him if he had something else to do... In my mind all that I was thinkin was I want the disc... But i didn't think for him... :'( I'm sorry... I know i've apologized but it'll stay with me... It's only a matter of months ago... We should learn to take people before ourselves and prioritize... Wow... I have so much to say about him... I don't even think that this blog entry would be enough for it... But I believe that he would make a difference in many people's lives wherever he goes, God will continue to work mightily in him and let him change lives...

As he was walking off, all I did was like give him a handshake and say "Take care dude... Thanks..." I didn't know what I could do... I messed up a prayer and I was like doing craps... I don't know... But I'm just bad at seeing friends go... I don't know how to act, how to do... Somehow, it felt bad... Just bad... And I'm not gay or sissy or anything but Andry is a dear friend to me and I was trying to keep myself in check so I won't cry... I mean... God knows when I'll ever see this dude again... So used to having him a phonecall away... When i'm so confused or whatever i'd call him... Both him and his aunt Kurnia has been such a great blessing in my life... They've helped me alot... :'( Thanks alot guys... God bless you guys...

Andry: Thanks for everything man... Every lesson... Every time you've come to pick me up and help me... I don't know if the word thank you would be enough but thats all I can even use... Maybe if my mom sorts up her business I might be able to go over and join ya there in Aus for studies... Hahaha... But it'll all depend ya? Keep prayin man... Keep the fire burning dude... Don't let it go out... Keep infecting others with passion for life and God... Enjoy yourself now in indo k? Have lots of fun... Remember us in SG... Keep trusting in him and remember to come back to visit us as often as possible...

Eugene Out...

Headache...

2004-09-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

About today... I don't think i can type alot now... Firstly because of my headache and now my vision is like craps... Can't even focus properly... Feeling very tired now... I think i'll head to bed in like afew mins... I really hope i can cope with school and my report man... God please... Lead me out of this shadow of darkness... Show me the way oh God... Please... :'( I think i've done enough... So I should just end this day for now...

I think i'll post more tmr... And so yea... Good night all...

Eugene Out...

Fun day...

2004-09-19T01:07:00.000+08:00

Today... Lets see how can I put it in afew words... Aww man... I can't... I guess it's late... Almost 1:10 already... And I have service tmr... Awww... Come on... I'll have to pull myself together to get this done...

Well lets see... My day started with me waking up at 11am and finding that my feet still hurts and all that... Chatted abit and then slacked watching tv and all... Headed down to youth service, used $6 plus on a cab but its not wasted... Reached and prayed, watched a video and it proved to be very interesting... Hung around somemore, prayer for activists and then left to help Gus with his history project, didn't do too much for him but yea... Andry did most of the drawing... Hahaha... Saya art ngga bisa... :p Well... then i headed for my first session of POP classes, learnt more about out Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ... :D Yep... It was fulfilling... Came out and found the whole youth missing... Called Andry and found that his number belonged to someone else... :S Anyway... That was confusing but then I managed to contact Dodo and found that they were having lunch at Novena Square, rushed down and took another cab ride... About 4 dollars... Hmmm... Had lunch, joked around and laughed with Marwan and Harris... Decided to go to Club Stevens to chill out and played some games with cards... We played "Bluff" and "Police and Theif"(No not the one that you run around trying to catch the person... but a card game... Its fun...) We had to wink at the person if we're the theif and so on... So yea... Since Angel often got either police or theif plus she's sitting almost directly infront of me, i decided to try my luck and aim for Dodo, Erica, Angel, Mia and Veli... Well my luck got better... But so did the joke factor, they were making a joke about me and Angel flirting with the eye contact as its either I caught her or she winked at me when i'm a cop and got caught... (Its complicated... you have to be there to find it funny...) So yea... then everyone laughed... Later they cracked another joke and i didn't get that one... Aww man... I'll have to work much harder on my indo to understand everything... :X Ahh well... The night went on and soon everyone left... Chatted with Ucup (Happy B'day Dude... Keep on praising Him k? And He'll bless you abundantly...) and he taught me... Sortta... A new song... But i was slow so i didn't learn it that well... But for now I've learnt some chords on the guitar so yea!! Its all cool... Andry showed me a magic trick and he didn't want to teach mee... Grrr... :@ Andry... Saya mauuuuuu belajarrrr... Come on man... Teach mee.... Ooh well... It was getting late so we left Club Stevens and went home... On the way home, we chatted abit and yep... Its okay... Nothing in particular... But yep... we chatted...

Andry: Take care of yourself buddy... Don't rest too late tonight... I'll see ya tmr at the service man... GBU

Good night all... God Bless...

Eugene Out...

Tiring but cool I guess...

2004-09-18T01:39:00.000+08:00

Today's been like a whirlwind of sorts... Rushed to school as I got up late... Wanted to take cab but didn't... I made up my mind to just take a bus and let God do the rest of it... Felt so tired... Walked into campus, was slightly late like around 10 mins... (Yet again God worked his ways... Thanks God!!) I have to thank Him man... Hit the class, listened and dozed off for the last 3 mins of the lesson... Spent it in a daze, everything was going so fast... Or maybe it's because i'm going too slowly... :s I don't know... But its like insane... Headed to the lab, surfed Area00 (An online game) and some other crappy stuff... Was soo bored... Spent 2 hours that way... (Mr Soh's Elearning and that magoo's elearning... Hahaa...) Saw Epo, Steph and Jane at the lab as they were leaving talked abit... (Jane... Ze name is Eugene... No more other names k? Don't want so many nicks... :p) Had lunch, I remembered... 3 servings of veggie and one of meat... wahahaha... The rest of the day whirled by so fast i couldn't even keep track...

Soon, the clock hit 4pm... Lessons ended and I was like, omgggg... I have nothing to do till 630... Deciding that I'll just head there, listen to music and doze off I did just that... Walked into the training ground, I was like borredd.... Despite the new disc, I can't get to sleep man... (Thanks Ben for the disc.. :D) It was sooo boring, the place i mean... Decided to shelf sleeping and head to Elearning centre and waste more time surfing the net, I kinda regret not buying a laptop... Aww mann.... Butttt.... On my way there, I met Lester and headed back to the training ground as he said he'd train with meeee... Yaynesss!! Trained and sparred with him for around an hour plus plus (sparring for 3 mins ++ light contact sparring) Did alot more streches and had soo much fun... Then training started and we completed the training for the stances or pattern, whatever you wanna call it... Leaving around an hour for sparring... Muahahhaa...

Just before my match, i was like praying for my heart to be calm... I was in for a fight and I haven't practiced for like 3 weeks or something, hearing that they've been taught tips on how to fight better and all that made me feel "better...". But... Life was made easy for me... Attacked based on my instincts and tried to do what I can for it, focused about a quater to half of all my energies to it and my opponent was kinda shocked as I was like kicking and kicking and refusing to give way for him... In an attempt, he forced his hand in and held the block there for me to kick, but I still managed to score it... In the end, i beat him with 12 - 2 score... It could be 14 but thanks to my foul hit on his *ahem... behind* i lost 2 pts... Ahhh well... But it proved to be an experience for me... :D Victory did not come at a cost, my left feet's toes are injured and aching now... But like they say, no pain, no gain... So cheers... My flu is getting better now but somehow, a cough grew out.... But i think i'll be fine... :D Well time to head to bed... Nitey nitezz....

Jesus Loves You All...

Eugene out...

Late...

2004-09-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

Today... Lets see... I guess the days pretty okay... My flu is finally getting better... I said *Better* not well yet but better... :D Feeling pretty fine i guess for now... Tired but fine... Its like what 10:46pm? Hahaha... I guess I'm doing this alil too late but I'll do just fine tomorrow... Today's been okay, school's pretty normal but Kev shocked me man... The first time in like months since i saw him just burst out of the class in rage, packed my bag and chased after him... Wow... Shock man... But then, I think that he's just angry with Mr Soh... (Calm down Kev...) This morning's lesson was like wooooowwwww.... Everyone's kinda affected by it, Mr Soh which usually is nice and don't blow up flared and kinda just walked out I guess... And so did Kev and everyone else's moral was pretty low... I mean half the class late and more than that not having their assignment... Goshh... Hang out with the guys and teased the crap outta Lim Han as usual... Ahhh... Shan't comment on that...

Headed to the Computer Skills class and slacked man... I was like playing online games and all that when i'm suppose to be doing an e-assignment... (shhhhhh... =x) Hahaha... Kinda slacked till the last half an hour then realised that i had a class assignment... ahhhh... *rushes to finish it* Yea... thats what I did... It was quite easy with a few tips from Kev and Mr blur blur(Yap) Hahaha... So the Yip and Yap team aided me and yeap... I did it quickly... Had lunch and chatted alil more then proceeded to play with ball-and-stick model for lab lesson... Geno was like having so much fun entertaining us before the class started... Entered the class and did work... Finished up rather quickly I guess...

Well... Took the train, normal way and gotten off at Woodlands with Ju Ting, Ben and waited for Lim han... hahaa... Went for a game of pool... Had fun... Beat Lim Han with him having around 3/5 balls left when I cleared the table, lost to Juting once and beat him once with three balls left(for him)... Ben... I beat him once and lost to him twice... Aww mannn... hahaha... Went out of the room to pay for one table and then lost the momentum man... :p Hahhaa... (Ben... I'll get my revenge muahahahhahaha.... :p hahaha... Jkjk... Teach me to play better man... Juting as well...) Went home and watched SG idol... Yay! hahaha... I must be nuts man... Ahh well... Surfed the net, had some fun, chatted with Epo, Nia and Beck... Confused about whether to go for TKD training tmr or Pukat... Still quite undecided but I think i'll go for TKD... (Sorry Pat... Sorry PitStop... I'll be praying when I reach home guys... And before training... I hope I can be fully recovered as I don't wanna risk being sick and excercising...) It'll all depend on His will man... So I'll go according to Him... :D Well its late I guess and I'd better head to bed now... Good night and God Bless you...

Eugene out...

Still sick~~~

2004-09-15T19:33:00.000+08:00

Aww mannnn.... The crappy flu still didn't go... :( But first I have to thank afew people for praying for me yesterday at Prayer Meeting... Thanks Congta!! Thanks Doko!! And all the rest who prayed so hard for me... I could focus better and read up on my text book before I rested... :p Thanks alot guys and Praise the lord for helping me... Managed to get to sleep at around 11pm last night but woke up with a sore throat :( But soon it's gone, hahaha, walked to school and everything went quite well... Enjoyed the morning I guess, nose still blocked and not feeling too well but... I managed it through the day... It was like freezing but luckily i didn't have Personal Development classes today... Hahahhaa... My lecturer is somewhere in Cambodia teaching English or something... =p Weee... Three weeks without PD I guess... I have to go work on my project's introduction page soon or Kev's going to kick me off the buliding... Wahhahaha... *sneaks and kicks kevin off first* Nahz... I'm not that nasty...

Stressed up just like 2 hours before my Organic Chem paper and was panicking like crazy... Going almost nuts until like 15mins before the paper I was still like stressed out... Prayed soooo hard man, but God made a way for me... He calmed me down and I managed the first section without probs and began panicking again when I hit section B because I doubted my own memory and knowledge of the subject.. Sighh... I could have finished in like 45 mins and left but I spent 45 mins redoing the same 2 questions like 3 times over... :$ Crap man... But then I'm glad I got those right, at least most of it... hehehe... Well I'll hand the rest over to God and leave it up to Him... ;) Met Jane and Steph on my way to the Mrt, Jane was like stressed out lor... (Believe in yourself gal... You can do it... Don't think so negativly...) Talked abit to her and then went seperate ways when we reached the station... Those guys were walking so quickly ahhhh... Had to catch up... =p After school, we went off home and I went with Benjamin to causeway point to shop for weights for him... Walked around abit then went back to the shop, choose the dumbbells and Ben bought something else to go with it... (Can't remember the name) Hahaha... Then we both went home...

Reached home, I saw Mr Lau, haha... My college from my Real Estate days... =p Hahaha... He's like 30+ but he still looks like he's in his early 20s... Ahhhh... Hahaha... And people think I look old... Grrr... (Yes you know who you are... P.... :p) Hahaha... Now i'm just chilling out and preparing to do up my project I guess... Phewww... Exams are over for now... (Sortta... I mean whats the point? In like 6 weeks or less we'll have the Finals... (`.`) Danggg...) I think i'll chill and hopefully recover by friday so I can go for TKD training... Missing out like 2 weeks or so... :'( I think i'll most prolly have backslided like so muchhh... But I'll leave it all to God and he will guide me as I go... :D I guess i'll end with a quote thanks to Andry's lil inspiration...

"Always Be Joyful. Keep On Praying. No Matter What Happens, Always Be Thankful, For This Is God's Will For You Who Belonged To Jesus Christ." 1st Thessalonians 5:16-18

Andry... I got the whole phrase... :D Haha... BTW, I love your lil animation... =p Hahaha... Make more and teach me man... Praise the lord... God bless you all...

I think I'll go off now... Project beckons... :p First things first!! (Remember the Pastor's words...)

Eugene out...

Still Feeling Bad...

2004-09-14T19:29:00.000+08:00

A day in school again... Tired and can't concentrate, I just feel like sleeping all the way through and I didn't even want to wake up in the morning... My cold just keeps getting worse and I can't even sleep well at night, my nose blocked and all that... Grrr... I feel so irritated and bad...

Spent my day in school and after that in the freezing computer lab, trying to study but played the computer and surfed the net for awhile then managed to study... It was so cold and I used so many tissuuueeeessss :( Can't make it... Came home and then just exercised and saw my bro's result slip... Nearly freaked out... And you know why... He doesn't even bother about that, keeps making comparison with those friends of his:( I am so sick of this... And I don't even wanna argue... Tell him not to eat so much, he say I'm nagging... Told him to study... He still keeps saying i'm nagging... :@ I'm so madddd....

Andry taught me how to add those stats stuff to the side... Thanks Andry... And I want to learn to do more from those and make this blog more interesting... =p Come on dude, teachh meeee... Talked to Doko and Cong and they were being encouraging and telling me to pray harder... ( I will Guys!! :D) And saying that they'll pray for me... God bless them... They're really nice people ya? And the entire IFGF has been nice to me, despite me being the only non indo in there but they're being tolerant... Thanks to Andry for introducing me to them... Even if sometimes there're some lontongs and tangtoys around... (Yes billy... I'm talking to ya... =p) *don't take it to heart man.... I'm kidding* They just add more fun to the place and makes me laugh... Wow... Speaking of which I really can't wait for friday, saturday and sunday to come, going to meet those really fun people again... Praising God and church will never be the same again with you guys around, keep the fire burning and keep praising Him people... =D I guess i'll stop for now... Writing again maybe later or tomorrow... ;) Puji Tuhan!!

God Bless You,
Eugene

Feeling alil down...

2004-09-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

Today... Lemme recall... Woke up early and washed up... Didn't even feel like waking up, I still wanna sleep... Dragging myself off the bed was like awww mannnn... Hehe... Rushed down to school and walked into the compound and saw kev...

As usual, the day dragged on... I felt terrible, clogged nose and cold and i feel bad... :( I want to study properly without all these... :( God help me... Went on to do project after school spent like 3 hours or so... Haha... Kev and Hon Khee cheered me up with their lame jokes... Made me laugh and felt better for like ten mins or so... Tired from all those, went home and fell onto the bed and slept... Woke up at around 7 or 8... Surfed the net for awhile, then had dinner still feeling as bad... My nose is still blocked and suffering from cold, feeling damn tired... Still have to focus on trying to talk to kevin and give him instructions on the project report which is due on Thurs...

I can't and don't know which to choose... I have a paper on wed and training on tues... But I think i'll go with the paper, don't wanna risk my exams for the sake of CCA... Hehe... I'm just hoping i'll feel better tmr and not still be sick... Please let me be better... :( Please please please... I'm sick of having a pile of tissue beside me as I try to understand and feel so tired... Pleaseeeee.... :'( I think i'll head to bed really soon... Good Night...

Eugene

Average day... I guess...

2004-09-13T12:50:00.000+08:00

A day's passing... Woke up late today, had church at 11am but i woke up at 12... Rushed out of the house and argued with mom and bro... :( Had that but then i think maybe it was because i was so angry at myself not waking up on time... Sometimes I think that I'm alil nuts... Rushed downstairs, I didn't want to take the money but then mom insisted then I took a cab... Costed me around $13.00 to get there to the church, on the way there I was so distracted and almost got into an arguement with the driver about the route as i didn't recognise turns out that it was almost the same... I thought he was going to rip me off... But whats done is done...

Arrived at Church, Congta's smiling face brightened my day up alil more... Its true, a smile though simple can brightened up another person's day... I can tell you that confidently, its something i've experienced over some time already, no matter what it helps... How can you still look so angry or glum when your friend smiles at you? Haha... At least I can't hehe... Spoke to Jo, Cong and Indra outside for a min or so, walked into the room and the people at the last row were all looking at me so i just walked over to Bill and sat down :) Haha... Thanks Billy, your lil joke helped me feel better... Sitting there, I was unsettled even as I read the bible and heard the last of the sermons... But then I sang and then bowed my head and prayed(can't tell you for what...) then I felt alil better... Soon the service was over, still slightly disturbed by the morning's events... :( Helped to pack up and moved the trolley up to the 4th floor and set it inside, the packet for the Sunday School kept falling off and I set it back around 5 times... Pushing the thing in, I went down and hung around, I shifted afew more things and then went out with the church for lunch... Walking there, chatted alil still felt alil out of place somehow, my dress code didn't feel right, my stuff felt somewhat heavier than it is... Burden I would say... During lunch, I saw a few new faces, three to be exact... I don't know em but then I somehow didn't approach them... Maybe because i've formed my own comfort zone with those orginal people and need to break out of it i guess... :s Then I heard Indra talking about Black and White sides and himself being at Grey so he could peep over at either side and something about being in the black side looking over to the white... (Confusing I know...)

After lunch, stayed back alil... Played a small prank on our new friends and laughed it out... Walking up, we stayed back alil and then Maw, Jo and two more peeps left for home... I stayed on and chatted alil with the rest but spent more time listening than saying anything... Sometimes I just wished that i had a much better command of Indonesian so I could understand and join in... :( I don't like the feeling of being left out... Noone does... After awhile, they decided to go to play pool or something like that so I went off and was on my way home...

Listening to my discman, I saw Jo and Ucup and spoke to them, Jo ended up waiting for me to take the train home together... :) Washed up really quickly and met Jo then ran to the train, talked about his dream guitar, Fender, some other stuff then about futures and the people leaving...

When we hit that topic, somehow i just linked alot of stuff to it... Too much to write i guess... Ci Eliz and Marg are leaving for Seattle soon, people will be leaving for the States, Melbourne and all somehow I know that i'm affected one way or another... But this is how the church is, people coming and going, it's the uniqueness and the bonds that make this place special I guess... Handoko and Jo both shared about it to me, so I kind of understand... Sigh... Parting can be taken as stones in the path of Friendship, you can remove it and keep walking on or you can trip and fall and it's all your choice... (Thanks doko...) I guess I'll just keep walkin on and taking it all in my stride... God will be there for me and show me the way, guiding me like a beacon in the darkness... :)

Later on, arrived at Woodlands Regional Library and read up some mags, did my project summary and read up on Organic Chem... (some kinda)... After around 3 hours, at around 6pm, I went home... As usual... Had dinner blah blah blah... Watched tv and still watching it now... I think I have to head to bed really soon as it's getting late... I'm getting tired and schools starting tmr... (Awww mannnnn...) It'll be a new day and life will continue to rock for JC :D

GBU... Nitez....
Eugene

Day Out...

2004-09-12T15:02:00.000+08:00

Today... Hmmm... My first post within my own blog... Today has been rather okay for me, spending sometime at the church office. Last night was alil bad, I couldn't get to bed somehow and I just spent like 2 hours plus trying to sleep even though its like 11am or so... Aww man that was bad... :( Woke up at around 9am, headed back home then proceeded with the rest of the day.

Datang ke grejar at around 1.45, saw Dodo and some people then was about to head up when i noticed Ardiles who was having his lunch. Feeling alil hungry, I joined him hahaha... Oops... Thats why I was alil late for youth but then again I did make it on time. ;)

Not too long after service, I hung around and slacked abit then headed over to prayer again :D Wow... I was tired but managed to stop myself from dozing off... After prayer we all hung around alil while more then headed out to dinner... On our way there, Pat as usual kidded around with her loud tone of voice but i decided to let her learn to be softer today :p (Sorry Pat... If you happen to read this... I was just fooling around not angry at ya... :D)

Had Ayam goreng with rice at Es Teller77 :D Enak!! :D Hahaha... :p Thanks peeps... Olivia and the other gal(I don't wanna mis spell her name) asked me to try the chilli, it tasted nice but somewhat spicy afterawhile... Didn't really talk much after that... Leaving that place Jo, Dodo, Maw, Ingrid and afew others left to go home to study and all (First things first... :p *Pastor Steven's lesson of the day*) ... After that, I went out with Ko Devin, Ko Tony, Veli and Jennie(sp?) to Starbucks and had some drinks and talked alil... And then soon after we all went home, talked to Ko Tony on the train and thanked him for teaching me how to do that question... (Thanks again Koko...) It came out in the exams man!! :D For now, I think i'll be signing off heading to bed soon and talking to some friends... Having alil fun and then lights out... :D Gotta head to church tmr... GBU

Eugene (12-09-04)